You are being purified by Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. You are special to God.
“purify [katharizo] for Himself His own special [periousios] people, zealous for good works.” (Tit 2:14)
“But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special [peripoiesis] people” (1Pet 2:9)
“who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption [apolutrosis] of the purchased possession [peripoiesis], to the praise of His glory.” (Eph 1:14)
“For God did not appoint us to wrath, but to obtain [peripoiesis] salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ” (1Thes 5:9)
“to which He called you by our gospel, for the obtaining [peripoiesis] of the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ.” (2Thes 2:14)
“that He might sanctify [hagiazo] and cleanse [katharizo] her with the washing of water by the word” (Eph 5:26)
“how much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered Himself without spot to God, cleanse [katharizo] your conscience from dead works to serve [latreuo] the living God” (Heb 9:14)
“But if we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ His Son cleanses [katharizo] us from all sin.” (1Jn 1:7)
“If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive [aphiemi] us our sins and to cleanse [katharizo] us from all unrighteousness.” (1Jn 1:9)
Reading: Tit 1-3; Matt 20