God does not remember your past. You have a new life in Christ.

“because the former troubles are forgotten, and because they are hidden from My eyes.” (Isa 65:16)
“Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.” (2Cor 5:17)
“forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead” (Phil 3:13)
“There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit.” (Rom 8:1)
“None of his sins which he has committed shall be remembered against him” (Ezek 33:16)
“You shall hide them in the secret place of Your presence” (Ps 31:20)
“Hide Your face from my sins, and blot out all my iniquities.” (Ps 51:9)
“Hide me under the shadow of Your wings” (Ps 17:8)
“Nor has He hidden His face from Him; but when He cried to Him, He heard.” (Ps 22:24)
“For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavilion” (Ps 27:5)
“And I will not hide My face from them anymore; for I shall have poured out My Spirit on the house of Israel” (Ezek 39:29)
“None of the transgressions which he has committed shall be remembered against him” (Ezek 18:22)
“He does not forget the cry of the humble.” (Ps 9:12)
“For the needy shall not always be forgotten” (Ps 9:18)
“Has God forgotten to be gracious?” (Ps 77:9)
“Bless the LORD, O my soul, and forget not all His benefits” (Ps 103:2)
“Surely they may forget, yet I will not forget you.” (Isa 49:15)
“For You have cast all my sins behind Your back.” (Isa 38:17)
Reading: Isa 64-66; 2Cor 2