Jesus has laid hold of you. You are safe. You can pursue laying hold of Jesus.

“I press on, that I may lay hold [katalambano] of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold [katalambano] of me.” (Phil 3:12)
“may be able [exischuo] to comprehend [katalambano] with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height – to know [ginosko] the love of Christ which passes [huperballo] knowledge” (Eph 3:18,19)
“And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of My hand.” (Jn 10:28)
“For you were bought at a price; therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s.” (1Cor 6:20)
“Or do you not know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God, and you are not your own?” (1Cor 6:19)
“But you, brethren, are not in darkness, so that this Day should overtake [katalambano] you as a thief.” (1Thes 5:4)
“You were bought at a price; do not become slaves of men.” (1Cor 7:23)
“who is the guarantee of our inheritance until the redemption of the purchased possession [peripoiesis], to the praise of His glory.” (Eph 1:14)
“But you are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, His own special people [peripoiesis], that you may proclaim the praises of Him who called you out of darkness into His marvelous light” (1Pet 2:9)
“In Him we have redemption [apolutrosis=to release by paying a ransom] through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace” (Eph 1:7)
“For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life a ransom [lutron] for many.” (Mk 10:45)
“just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life a ransom [lutron] for many.” (Matt 20:28)
“For there is one God and one Mediator between God and men, the Man Christ Jesus, who gave Himself a ransom [antilutron] for all” (1Tim 2:5,6)
Reading: Ezek 24-26; Phil 3